Time for Tears

So these are hormones! I am crying all the time. Last night I got out the babies' books and got to a page where I had to write them a letter. I only got through one. I couldn't see what I was writing for the tears. I love these babies so much. I can't imagine going through life loving something this much. What am I going to do when they come out? I won't feel them anymore. I will have to let them have space from me and have their own life. Oh no!

I am finding a whole new way to love Jeff. It's funny to see a whole new side of someone you thought you knew inside and out. Jeff is going to be the best daddy. He does everything for the babies and they aren't even here yet. I know Jeff learned how to be a great dad from his dad. It has been really hard lately not having John here with us during this time. We miss him so much. We truly believe he had a hand in this miracle.